Thursday, October 21, 2004


Ok, something must be wrong. Yes, something is definitely amiss. Here I am, awake at 1:37am and I don't feel like researching on the internet. I was inseminated today (for the 3rd time) and my usual protocol is to run to the computer with great haste and search for answers as to my fertility fate.

But not today. I just don't feel like it.

This is a strange and liberating feeling. I think I just don't give a damn. If I'm pregnant, great. If not, oh well. It's not the end of the world. I guess I'll just wait the two weeks like every woman does and see what happens.

Ok, so what the hell do I do now?